Blogging the blog..

Now when i am writing something here.. the one thing is keep coming in my mind.. the need of the platform and how the person can effectively use it.. had a discussion with one of my friends regarding the importance of writers in general. and the use of blogs in particular. .. naturally the comments from me were biased as i had just my view.. though i was able to convince the person, i started thinking in the same line.. and realised that whts the scope of different norms and moreover whats the use of it as well.. is the writers responsibility to give good everytime... or is it the case that the writer can write anything... without the explanation of the views.. the idea of the blog is considered to be different.. its like an informal diary but its made available for the people to read and comment at the same time. but what would happen if a writer comes here and starts writing something with the proclaimed fame of being a writer.. I started thinking on this line and i realised that the writers also need some informal place to express their ideas but in that case the writer is not a writer. he/she is a just common human being.. "the" 'writer' is now "a" 'person'.. and this a person can openly express its ideas, feelings and comments.. but in that case the writer should clearly identify him/herself as just a common person.. but wht if the entry to the blog is also as a writer... then what should be the behavior.. what i was thinking could be totally weird to read... but if the person is claiming to be a writer even on blog then the writings should also be mixed. the mood should change and the style should too.. the writer can follow a particular school of writings but for the common people the obligation is that it should have some mix of different feelings and thoughts.. so in that case the particular school of writing is no more applicable..

The writer's work is to show life.. how it changes, how it works.. how it is good.. and what makes it bad.. all the colors and tones should be there then only there would be a good complete picutre and good composed music as well..............

Do i need one everytime???????

Term one is over. so fast.. Now the world looks more familiar. but there seems no change between the terms.. i think this is the main reason for NOT having freshness even when this is a new term... We have our own biases and very quickly we stereotyped profs within 10 min.. only one prof is able to click my mind. all others are partially sick or trying to be effective teacher... the prof of Organization theory is not himself organised.. and the cost accounting prof seems to have zero value.. the macroeconomics is below poverty line for the student-facility dialogue during the class hour.. wht else.. the ISS prof is good. but his subject doesnt give me drive. may be till mid term i could add one more subject as my likeness.. i hope so..
many works to do.. before the end of this term, the futures would be decided. the initiatives have been taken. pressure is increasing.. pressure to be competent to the world which is still unseen.. the world of a manager.. the technical knowledge which is never supposed to be technical by us.. the interview which is supposed to last for hours to pick u or to leave u for some other slots. to be taken by some other field people.. but what i want?? a summer interns in finance?? or a summers which would give me some knowledge and opporunity to choose my career.. I think this is the best way you can just go and check whether you are really gonna like the future that u want... or try something else.. the future contract has to be signed in the november but before that i have to hedge myself. so that i will get the most of it.. Hope all goes well... and meanwhile... my bombay trip.. :-)

"The use of mental imagery is one the most strongest and the most effective strategies for making something happen for you..."
or to say
"Imagination is more important than knowledge"..
But what i have seen in last 2-3 days is beyond imagination by anybody and this was without imagination at all.. the kind of work was pathetic and made me think whether anyone... really has anyone has thought ever to what the person is doing it again and again. May be the group of the persons who had started had thought over it and they proposed this scene.. Now, nothing is changed.. as i think.

Was reading a story sent by Mr. Khaitan, aka Frankenstein... The story was of guy who preferred to be away from all this environment.. So called Country environment by him.. and finally in the company interview he was asked about all these things only... The story says that "he got all wrong".. why do you want to say it Wrong.. just because the person wanted and opted to be away from all this.... whats wrong in believing and doing so.. And that too considering the environment as "country" only.. i dont agree. this all seems to be more egotistic rather than being Kuntry... moreover why will u be so excited just to see them(XL) cheering their guys. Cant u choose a simple and plain language to reply them back.. why dont u use the same thing when u join the company. why do u always want to indulge in a dual life standard.. A new kinda hypocrisy. A Hypocrisy of the society.. of a group of people. of people who cannot think over it again... and believe that they are so called modern.. when they curse the old tradition.. just because those all are the old fashioned thing... but just think.. that is also a tradition.. get yourself involved in Child marriages, Sati and all the rubbish things that used to part of the "tradition".. then you simply that its not possible.. once again simple hypocrisy.. but can i really tell all these people that they should start thinking in a different direction. .. i just tried to start something today.. wrote a mail to the person who seems to be quite interested to do so.. and a mail to the group.. noone has replied till now..... was that the case in the job.. or in IIT.. people really want to talk and dont want to do anything.. ideas dont click or if they click they are not following just coz of the culture and tradition..

At this time i can think of Krishna and Bhishma..Bhishma was following tradition. Krishna was iconoclast.. and sometimes you have to be like Krishna... The environment at the time of Ram was different and he had to be a "Maryada Purushottam". This was not the case with Krishna.. Someone has to come forward to give the changes or just show the second side of the coin... but how?? a big confusion.. :-(

But...

Hum bhi shaamil ho gaye jugnuon ke jaloos mein,
unki hee agwayee humein kabool ho gayee...

I dont want this to happen with me.. I am confident and need people...

Probabililty always leads to uncertanity

Whats the probability that i would get full in the Stats paper.. it was 1 ( as judeged by me) when i was giving the exam and just when i left from the examination hall.. i was walking down the road and suddenly "that" question into my mind( amazingly.. i know i have a great sixth sense.. but always.. hows it possible... once again uncertainity for others.... certain for me. :-)) and i knew that i had made a mistake.. and yes i did. That was a very bad mistake and simply there is a binary marking, now its totally certain that i wont get an Abs.....

"Abs".. someone is "abs".. hope the person reads it someday.. :-)

Tomorrow its Financial Accounting.. Unlike other paper.. its a full of endless concepts and i know its really hard to be in sync with all those.. I am trying as this is something which gives really a wonderful feeling (after Economics) for the markets and about the Business.... Somethins really challenging and definitely a "motivator" in the Hyzberg Theory.. :-)

For a short snap and then a Marathon till its 12:30 pm on 5th Aug 2005....

May God bless all the people of Mumbai.... for what they are seeing and moreover for what is predicted for tomorrow... I hope there is "life" there in Mumbai "day after tomorrow" with probability 1 and it doesnt rain abnormally with full certainity.. Amen...............

Mohabbtein Lutaaonga

Is title always important?? or even the name!!! It happened today.. I lost my "username"... was shocking.. always used to use 'ashkd' and it was not working. was shocking for the self-proclaimed memory in TB and speed in THz... all the processors were down and had to take the help of the "recover username".. well.. i got it finally...

now the title.. "Mohabbtein Lutaaonga"... just a few minutes back i wrote something.... "Life is too short to relax and too long to wait for those relaxed moments".. When i think that i wont get the time to even relax then will i be able to "Mohabbtein Lutaaonga"..!!!!!!!! dont know. was reading one of the blogs of a friend.. she had written about the marriages of "unknown" friends(at least for me)..yesterday night i came to know that a few were "known".. and in the afternoon i got a few more info about those "known" ones.. I remember and quite a few time use also... "duniya bahut chhoti hai".. think this is the all what the reality is.... And if the world is really chhoti then definitely "Mohabbtein Lutaaonga".. no doubt.. more confident and happy now... why does this always happen!!! after writing something about the present state i feel very very relaxed.. at least good for me... :-)

Whats happening to the Earth???

Mera Mumbai.. :-((

Mid Term after 2 and Half years

So finally got registered in this "blog", supposedly the site being used by most of the bloggers... The last blog written was just before leaving the Reliance. The company that gave me a lot to sit and relax and recall all those happy moments and the time that "we" shared.. I was looking at one of those posts and was reading the mail of a friend. Things have changed a lot. was used to not to sit at one place and thought of being silent.. no way. Now i am sitting in my room for more than 5 hrs. and had a few chats with people here. City.. outing.. gosh.. its been 4 weeks we went out of the campus gate.. movies.. which movie is releasing?? or which all movies were released last month.. :-/ no idea.. No salary since last month. :-(.. The entire mumbai is flooded.. and i am here..seeing those photos of the campus.. AND preparing for the exams. back to student life.. mid term exams.. after 2 and half years. again differences.. Those were techincal papers.. And i am reading the organizationl behavior... Shit. all my research is gone waste... all my concepts are already covered in the theory.. but why a written exam in such a paper. You should get the recommendations from your work group and your superiors as this is not just the theory. You need to have the correct application.. This is the most important thing. and when i see all those just-graduated people arguing vaguely in the class,i could only smile.. and hope that they would follow all the things once they are in the organization. Then they would not complain that this is all theory.. They wouldnt say that 98% people dont follow it.. so they wouldnt again. I wish they dont forget that before giving the Authority you need to give the training and give the support.. They would be more friendly in dealing with peers and more caring for the juniors and sub-ordinates.. that they would not fear to say something logical even against their superiors.. that they would give kind ears to the concerns of their juniors.. and what not.. let them get all the "virtues" to be said as the lovable manager. .. Now back to studies.. :-)